Two years ago, I had a responsibility to be the leader for more than 300 people. I wasn’t enjoying my time back then. I thought everyone around me could notice that. I wasn’t failing because my team still got a great score for us. But for me, individually, I thought I messed up my life. I was too busy with my life. I wasn’t aware of the people around me. I didn’t know what to do and where to go. My friends have their problems. It kept my silence. Also, I wasn’t maintaining my relationship with Allah SWT. Allah kept giving me problems that used to be the way to keep our relationship. But I was blind. Now, I realize it was the root cause of my problematic year. If I could maintain my relationship back then, I am sure that I can handle any problem that popped up in front of me.
It took almost two years to realize the root cause of one of my darkest time. But, I am grateful for everything that happened to me. Every single problem had shaped me. They strengthen my foot and sharpen my vision. I hope this story can always keeping me on the right path. Bismillah.
